Silently Plotting...

When I was younger all I wanted to do was grow up. But now that i’m actually growing up and i’m facing all these problems, I just want to stop. I wish I was more prepared. I wished I had better social skills. I wish I wasn’t failing two classes. I wish I had like 5 more months of high school to get my grades where I want them to be. I wish I had a plan. I wish I was ready, for anything.

I feel like i’m a waste of space. I don’t know what i’m doing with my life. I’m probably not going to college. I don’t do anything my parents are proud of. I’m always doing something wrong.

I’m not asking for a break, i’m looking for answers.